Do you SEE … me
Eyes are the mirrors of the soul
What do you see
WHO do you see
Do you see… ME??
People gave me the mark being agressive,
but it is them who showed me their agression instead
in every beat, every whip, every poke they gave me since the day I was ripped away violently from my mama.
Every single day over and over agin the same pain, over 40 years
My entire life this is what I received, this is what they showed me over and over again
So I had not other choice then acting agressively too.. just like them
Only with me it was just to cover up a deeper layer
just to protect myself, an act of deepest desperation as I couldn’t take no more pain
Do you SEE ..ME ?
When you see me then you will see me shivering like a straw by every strange sound and every strange move from all and everone who comes near me
I am so terrified, so scared as I can’t take no more, no more pain
When you see me..ME … ,
then you will hear too my desperate heartbreaking cries for help
PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME , please
I fele so much pain, so much fear, I am crying out litterly
sometimes in silent cries, sometimes I express my cries loud and clear
as my cries are intense filled with my deepest emotions, coming from the deepest layer of my heart and soul
then my cries sound like the intense crying of a humanbaby
Can you hear me ?
Can you hear… ME ?
Saree hears me, she often strangles her trunk gently into mine
although being youn she understands me, comforts me, hugs me, helps me
Saree sees me, Saree knows me as I am most likely her biological mother.
All I want is to be me
to feel fresh grass under my feet
to feel the glow of the sun on my skin
to throw mud on my tortured body
to take a bath in the river to splash away my pain and sorrows little by little
to walk together with my Saree and to feel loved as me
All I ant is peace around me, to find peace inside me
to be ME
to live like the elephant I am
MeeSook was rescued by Lek Chailert in 2015 after a lifetime full of terrible abuse. She suffers from Post Traumatic Stress which is no wonder after all the violence she had to endure. In the sanctuary Elephant Nature Park she has the best and all peace, love, care possible. 12 year old Saree is most likely her biological daughter, as they share a very special deep bond. In time bloodtests will clear this up. MeeSook now is on best place she can be, with Saree.